Every time I wake up in the morning. Say like 5 or 6. It gives me some kind of feeling. Knowing that I'll be living out my whole day. Knowing that I had lived the day I wanted. I almost always fell asleep very easily than days I'd wake up in the afternoon. Waking up in the afternoon isn't exactly the same as waking up early in the morning. To me it doesn't feel right, as if I had wasted my day and practically my life the way how I see it.
Now going asleep a little before or after the sunset is another feeling. Which again goes to knowing I had lived the day I had wanted. Sleeping at the right time, as well with waking up. It is something I'd always loved doing. Though there is times where my sleeping schedule is everywhere. Trying to attempt to fix it, either going successfully or not.
I guess maybe I need to go do something better than what am doing currently. Relaxing. Figuring out things I really want to do in life. One of them is going into the Military. Maybe in a sense I'd like to wake up early in the morning to get the feeling of Military life. Sure I may not know much about it, but I do know they wake up early and work the whole day. Which is something I'd wouldn't mind doing.
But until am really ready for it doing something like that. I most figure what I most do in my life.
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